Ireland's LetterMy dear brother,Are you well? I miss you so much. Though I'd like nothing more than to see you again. You don't know how many times I've thought about you over the past 5 years I often wonder if you hate me for what I did. Do you?When I left, I was carrying a child. It was mine and Ludwig's child. I couldn't bear exposing that tiny life to you. I knew that if I brought that child in your life, you would be upset at Ludwig and I. Even though I did the only thing I could, I'll always regret leaving you that day.But there's one bright spot in this sad story, and that is your lovely niece Alana, who wants to see you. She reminds me of you,